Reread what you have written.

Reread that which multiple people have pointed out to you is irrational. Much, more accurately most of what you've written in the last 30-60 days makes no rational sense. It is just words strung together: Gramatically correct but without content ... without substance ... without a coherent thought.

Again it is not just me. A lot of other people have made the same comment. I had my next door neighbor, a psychiatrist, read what you've posted. He too thinks you need to seek professional help.

Please do so. But before you do, even if you do not understand why, print from your computer some of what you have posted here that is immediately followed by others saying it is irrational. I am sure you can be helped.

DA Morgan