I just want to want to understand how it works we call that science.

wanting to want to understand how things, nature, the cosmos works is not science.

you will never understand things if you begin your understanding
by closing doors or limiting possibilities.

science does not limit possibilities , this is why scientist are
always searching for the unknown.

while people with limited capabilities due to their logic are telling
them that they will never accomplish finding the unknown , and they will state what others have found as proof.

then after the scientist find the unknown that they were searching for and it becomes known , those who were the mockers and nay sayers will then start repeating what the scientist found.

you would not make a good scientist because your capabilities have been limited by your logic.

you make a good repeater of things that have already been discovered by people who's logic did not limit their capabilities.

you closed the door yourself.
you decided to be a follower , not a leader.

if all scientist had your logic , there would never be any more

3/4 inch of dust build up on the moon in 4.527 billion years,LOL and QM is fantasy science.