I think I would agree 100% with redewenur I dislike the results science is throwing at me I would like them to be simpler but the results speak for themself and it isn't like that and I just have to accept it.

18 months ago I was confident SUSY would be seen by the LHC and alot of mysteries would be solved. My venturing into QM studies 9 months ago rocked my conviction and here we stand today about to read the last rites to SUSY some have already done so.
(http://www.math.columbia.edu/~woit/wordpress/?p=3864)

I would have liked SUSY to be true it would make understanding easier but you have to face the realities of observations and I simply have run out of wiggle room to explaining them.

I believe in "Evil, Bad, Ungodly fantasy science and maths", so I am undoubtedly wrong to you.