i just cut in and i admit i didn't read everything you wrote so don't yell at me if i ask question that has been already asked.
they teach us all our lifes that universe is eternal, infinite and that there was nothing before the Big Bang. true, there may be other theories i'm not familiar as much as this one, but things that bother me are:
...how can there be nothing? doesn't that contradicts physics?
...if Big Bang created universe what existed before?
...how did Big Bang occur if there was nothing before?
i'm on college now and still whomever i ask can't answer me becouse they have same questions as i have.
is there any link or book that explain existing theories without wakeing new questions in my mind?